Reality Via Dreams

Do dreams really reveal anything? I am not superstitious but then again I have been thinking off lately that dreams should have some connection with real life. I don’t believe in astrology but having heard of some experts in the relative field I have come to learn that the position of starts at the birth of a human being has a huge impact and thus a logarithm can be derived which unveils the character of the person. I have never been to a fortune teller and I’ll never visit one because I still like my disbelief to continue as it is. But dreams! There must be something which is why I think my dream has been reflecting my character.

I often dream of walking or racing up a steep hill. All my veins get tired almost making my legs collapse, unable to help me wrestle even a single step forward. At the same time my mind keeps thinking that I should carry on towards the top despite being too weak and almost disabled due to lack of energy and I try to step forward with all that I have left in me. I then suddenly come out of the dream which leaves me in the middle. I have never given up and neither have I completed the run. Now, I’ve been finding my life very similar to my dreams. I have the will and enthusiasm to do anything I pursue but something comes as a barricade before I accomplish any of my goals. I try to do my best for whatever I do but without reaching to the desired result.

I don’t believe in such dreams but I fear. I fear if my life’s going to be like my dreams. I relate such dreams to scientific facts. Like, before going to bed if I have too much or too little dinner, my body would not function properly and thus difficult and bad dreams could emerge. This is how I console myself but the fear still exists for my heart too functions like any other human body’s heart.

Some couple of years back I used to dream of crossing a big river. In my dream, I used to have that fear of crossing the river but I have never crossed the river nor have I drowned in it like the way I fear about. In those days I used to compare my life and dream with a character in a movie, the name which I don’t remember of perhaps I don’t know. The lead character happens to be a singer who dreams of plane crash quite frequently. Ultimately the singer dies in a plane crash. The movie therefore obviously created a kind of fear in me.

I have that kind of fear due to my dreams but then again I have the instinct to defy everything. No matter what I will keep confronting them throughout my entire life. If my dreams would come true of if my life would be like that of the singer in a movie; then be it. With all my might I’ll carry myself forward.