Sometimes life’s so harsh at you that it takes your breath away. Of a number of such worthless and forgettable moments, I lie here in my bed in the middle of the night with no signs of sleep. No lullaby can bring me sleep.
Earlier the day was not that bad at all, took a shower early in the morning, headed towards my workplace in the best of my moods, had a smooth day at work and most importantly attended a function. The day had been quite good but the evening somehow got screwed. After having dinner and surfing through the net for quite a while I had to force myself to bed. Within the next half hour or so, I abruptly woke up at around 12 a.m. I tried to go back to sleep but it’s been one and half hours already and still no signs of sleep. Therefore I decided to login to my computer again and write a piece of blog post. It has been a number of weeks since I posted anything in my blog so this is the most suitable time and occasion to post one.
What I am visualizing right now is my life some couple of years ahead. With this kind of mental torture I may not live long and the signs of life at present don’t suggest any rainbows and butterflies in the coming days. Having said this I can’t simply ignore other important aspects of life and some smallest of factors are under considerations which would propel my life ahead. I’d still continue being in the pursuit and nothing would derail me from my goal. I am ready to face these petty challenges that life has to offer. And right now the biggest challenge for me is to fall asleep and have a sound day tomorrow. It’s already two in the morning and I should confront the present challenge right away.
Earlier the day was not that bad at all, took a shower early in the morning, headed towards my workplace in the best of my moods, had a smooth day at work and most importantly attended a function. The day had been quite good but the evening somehow got screwed. After having dinner and surfing through the net for quite a while I had to force myself to bed. Within the next half hour or so, I abruptly woke up at around 12 a.m. I tried to go back to sleep but it’s been one and half hours already and still no signs of sleep. Therefore I decided to login to my computer again and write a piece of blog post. It has been a number of weeks since I posted anything in my blog so this is the most suitable time and occasion to post one.
What I am visualizing right now is my life some couple of years ahead. With this kind of mental torture I may not live long and the signs of life at present don’t suggest any rainbows and butterflies in the coming days. Having said this I can’t simply ignore other important aspects of life and some smallest of factors are under considerations which would propel my life ahead. I’d still continue being in the pursuit and nothing would derail me from my goal. I am ready to face these petty challenges that life has to offer. And right now the biggest challenge for me is to fall asleep and have a sound day tomorrow. It’s already two in the morning and I should confront the present challenge right away.
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