Life is often very wicked and I moan looking at the sky, “Why me lord?” Why is it only me who has to face such sufferings and difficulties? I look around only to find happy people everywhere with large smiles on their faces and with no woes; I don’t envy them however I wish I was one among them. Seems like I am the only one in this quicksand and I don’t find any mode of getting myself out of it.
I am not who I used to be anymore. I always believed and dared going against the wind; I used to isolate myself from everyone else who just go where the wind blows. It has only been a couple of months since I have been thinking that I have lost all the battles and I am struggling to be myself. The spirits within me is gone. I don’t have a white flag above my door and neither do I have a black one. I am really stuck in the middle of nowhere.
What I have neglected here is, I haven’t put myself in other’s shoes. A book can’t just be judged by its cover which I have been doing at present. Behind every smile I see in others they would surely have a desperate frown inside, yet they smile. Those are the people who have learned what life is all about and they are the ones who inspire people like me.
I usually love reading journals of different people which I can get an easy access at hi5.com. After reading a couple of such journals, I found that most of them are not fully content with what they have and the position they are in, right now. This is when I realized that I am not alone.
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